Cht.8\nI lie in bed thinking of Joe and all the fantastic things about him like his hands and how they grope me with such force and that devious smile of his that he flashes when hes in control. I think about his dark pink lips that are as soft as I hoped theyd be. I sigh deeply as I imagine his hazel/brown eyes and all of that messy dark brown hair.\nI get sleepier and sleepier; I dont realize Im asleep.\nI faintly dream of Joes lips wondering down the side of my neck and his hand disappearing down my pajama pants. I feel myself moan and my eyes snap to life as I watch Joe doing just what I dreamed.\nSurprised at first, I jump and he laughs at me.\nJesus, Joseph! What the hell are you trying to do? Give me a heart attack? I shout quietly and he just laughs that delicious laugh that I love.\nYou were supposed to come over. He says and I guide his arms around my middle. He kisses me, softly on the lips and I smile at his sweetness.\nI fell asleep. I grin as he lifts me on top of him. \nYeah, well I woke you up. He interlocks his fingers behind my back and kisses my neck. I curl up into his chest and close my eyes.\nHe lets me have peace for a few moments before telling me we need to talk.\nOh? What about? I say casually, even though the words make me nervous.\nHe couldnt be ending whatever this is already, could he?\nThis, He says and I kiss he lips.\nWe already talked about this. I flip over and he leans over top of me. Remember?\nI know but, I dont even know what this is. He sighs.\nWell what do you want it to be? I ask. He leans into me more and buries his face in the space between my cheek and shoulder.\nI dont know. Joe says in a tone that say he knows but doesnt want to say.\nYes you do. I push, knowing his fear of commitment.\nIm being honest; I dont know what I want from this. He says genuinely. I believe him.\nWhat about you? Do you know what you want? He asks. I dont know anythingjust that I want him in my life.\nI shake my head no.\nSo what do we do? He nuzzles into my neck a bit more and holds me tighter.\nAs hard as it is for me to say this I do. I sayyou continue to date and flirt with girls.\nJoe widens his eyes, but not in a happy way that indicates he wants to be with other girls. I shuffle my hands through his hair and beam. Just no sex. I tug at his hair slightly and wrinkle my nose.\nNo sex? Not even with a nympho-feminist? He kisses my nose.\nI might make an exception for one of those.\nGood. He ducks his head under my shirt and kisses my stomach. \n---------------\nohohoohho u guys want more????
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